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design process

2010-01-18T07:37:00.000-08:00

since im having a thing called mind block or something close to that term..i decide writing on how to start my design process back to its root..lol

the thing about designing that makes me eager is because it is fairly subjective.people design things just to justify what they think about something.even in some fair subjective value, people will come to fact that when their design is being evaluated, it really is a one sided opinion from a certain someone.hence, making it the perfect thing to discuss even when it has been proceeded by a certain someone.people design something from their own likings following the others objectives and what other people wants.that is reality even if someone said that they do design things for someone else.

when thinking about how to start a design, the first thing that must be considered is what is the purpose of that design or in other words what is the main problem that needs to be to be tackled in your design. then comes the idea concept, the principal, the form, the function, the details and so on and this process keeps repeating until it is satisfactory.

p/s:if you found this is getting boring just go on reading on the last two paragraph.

back on the topic.even when you really do not know where to start, and since it is subjective, do reconsider starting anywhere like planning your principle of design but do take note that the very basic thing about designing comes from problems itself.clarify all the important facts down to the tiniest bits as it will come handy when you think about the materials, details, ergonomics, etc.

then there's this stage when you have to ask opinion or crit session. the crucial moment of this stage is when someone gives out what do they think about your design.do take notes and make full use of it.peoples' opinion are important as it reflect the clients that will be using your design.

so, basically the things that i really have in mind is somehow different than what it came out as an article but this is my design process.as it is subjective, different people have different process on how they design things.

im still a part 1 student and in my 4th semester.i still have a long way to go but hey.everyone have their point of view. designing things is easier if you have experience on your side which i know i lack of that.i just think and sometimes outspoken of what i think about something.i have nothing much to say about this stage but there's this book where i came across during my 3rd semester called THE CRIT.i do not remember who was the author was but damn that book really gives much information when you are at the trimming stage.

if you guys come across this article please do give me a comment or something.i really need some more views about the matter of designing.until i write again.bye~

p/s: i write things out of my 'pisangness'..lol

the simple rules of 'rumput'

2010-01-05T18:47:00.000-08:00

the most simple reason for me to post this is because of the simple rule of 'rumput' in uitm..stupid asshole..

1st semester.

''adik, sini sekejap'', the guy with the blue uniform said.

walking slowly(thinking all of the possibilities for me being sued)''kenapa bang?(shit, why did i label him as abang)''

"kamu part berapa?'', he asked

i said ''part 1 kot''

ok.this is getting shitty but the main thing of why he ask me to come to him is because i step on the grass..yes this sounds stupid but somehow in uitm sri iskandar, you can be issued a summon just because you simply step on the grass..stupid rule number 1.i was thinking of writing the 2nd semester and the 3rd semester when i received a summon for that but somehow it's just plain old stupid and fucking irritating..

then this day come..the 3rd day of my 4th semester..i was late for class and this stupid campus just wont let the student vehicle enter without any sticker..so the thing was that the parking space at the back door(the nearest entrance from my place) was full according to the stupid guys in the blue uniform..then i ask to park just a little bit further inside the gate where there are ample space to park on the grass..but somehow he said, ''oh, tak boleh la dik, pengarah kampus marah nanti kalau parking atas rumput''..=.=

fuck the stupid uitm policy..the grass were meant to be step on..if you dont want to give away the grass area for parking spot then build a larger parking area to accommodate your students..stop wasting money to renovate your stupid hostel which in fact are given away to the load of new students..imagine taking in over 3000 new students and ignoring 1500++ of your old students that are still studying there..stupid imaginative uitm..

if you say that people should be getting used of using the public transport to come to the campus, then provide a better service..dont make the stupid bus schedule where every 1 hour there will be like 3-5 buses come around and pick us up..not all of us have the same stupid timetable that you guys set up for..

the stupid uitm may be ignoring the students but this is the fact..dont get heated up just because of the government want uitm to be multi racial..think of your student in some fact that not all of us can accept your stupid rules of fucking with the students..''Melayu tolong Melayu'', so much for that to be true..how about Malaysian helping Malaysian you stupid Malay..

this is getting overrated..i might be expelled or whatever by this post but this is the truth..

until i write again.~

why

2010-01-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

you know the feeling when sometimes in your life there are just things that you do but you never have the specific reason and then you start to wonder, why exactly did you do what you did..it really is a cliché for something that absolutely unreasonable..

for no specific reason i really am into some old stuffs like the beattles.=.=, my old sketchbook(though my drawing way back then sucks), my old blablablabla and so on..yes things do change and if going back to realising your old stuffs is new then that is me(i dont really check on my sentence and if it doesnt make sense do tell me.lol.)..

sometime i even wonder why do i write anything in this blog..i do feel like expressing someone feelings for public to read is lame but i still write stuffs..damn.maybe i really need a change..im beginning to hate all the things that i have done but to regret it is not an option..i just need to live with my past and somehow just make it better..i dont want my child or grandchild or whatever child to know all the bad things i have done but honesty will effect one's way of thinking about the other..

i still _____________________

fill that in(doubt it)...hahaha

that's all it for my 1st post of 2010..=]

p/s.this is crap

banana

2009-12-29T18:53:00.000-08:00

haha..so it's near the end of semester break and i wonder how much people that i considered as friends have change.=].this is me writing at the morning(10.55). so something you think impossible is basically possible even though you do not put your heart into it.

there's a lot of celebrities death this year.i wonder why.all the stories about the end of world.surely im not ready yet for that time to come but i'll accept the fact that it is near..hahaha.so much for 2009 to be a great year.but as time goes on.things will probably develop into something more better. whatever was new will be old.xD.

oh oh.somehow i feel like writing in 'rojak'.

this is a good year and in 2more days it will become was a great year. i dont know about you guys but i have been through a lot this year and for this i do think this is my last post for this year.(malas). saying goodbye to 2009 today and looking foward to 2010.=].

p/s.i dont know about what you see but somehow i saw a lot of transsexual guys this year.xD

wow

2009-12-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

hye guys..it's been a while now i noticed..haha..i do say im back writing but somehow i feel a lot of laziness being corrupted into my brain to do anything productive..

well now..talking about productivity.(i was thinking about writing something that have to do with malaysian government issue).i've been thinking a lot about what i am doing at home now..pretty much nothing..i do say im trying to sell my photos but luck is really not on my side..haha.

oh..by the way..last saturday i went to the rantai art event..nothing much this year but i really do enjoy going there..i bought a very interesting book concerning about politics in malaysia in a very comical way..very fun and cheap..=].i see that no matter how different you are in this world there will be a single human being or more that somehow share the same thought as what you are thinking..(i dont really check on what i wrote anymore).

well now..i dont really know what to write anymore..until next time..writing about random things of what i feel..xDDD

well said

2009-12-04T05:26:00.000-08:00

commenting about something that exist just for fun is fun..haha..how's that for the opening line..ok..here's the thing..people are exactly loves to give comments about something from their own perspective..it's like a common plague that seems hardly enough to ever fade from this society..

i've meet a foreigner earlier this day and somehow he gives some interesting questions for me to think..you know people around Malaysia especially teenagers like myself, we do not even concern ourself of what we are doing..i do not think it's appropriate for me to write down what i've done here but somehow you can guess..he asked me weather this society will be a gambling society in the future..........it really is hard to think not but somehow i replied that most of us in malaysia are muslim and we do not gamble but some of them are..the higher ranks do not so there will be no hope for this to happen..and then i think again..people are gambling everyday of their life..who does not..and yet there is no specific law against it..i wonder..

this country is a third world country and also known as the best islamic country if i am not mistaken..but the law here is not much as islamic as it can be..we decide the law by the passing of time and yet it never is perfected as it was during the great time of islam..we may say we are muslim but actually we do not do what we are told to do..i must say i am not a good muslim but i am trying to be one...someday for sure..

this is way off now..until next time..=]

a change

2009-11-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

hye guys..this is somehow a very important post for me..it's been a very long time since i posted something so it really is awkward trying to write things just the way i did before..i really do take a very long time just to figure out the best title for this post but hey..i remember i never did that before..

blogging does affect me in many ways i found it easy to forget..but when i think back to the times i write things..i remember that what i wrote is somehow uneasy to someone..well, i do wrote whatever i think during that time..now this medium is more to be use to update someone's life..well..things do change..

well..i do think i will try to be active again..writing is fun..i enjoy doing things with my hands..xD

until next time.

philippines..

2009-07-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

this will be base on what i get on the wikipedia..well..almost all of my reading time are spent there so i just basically trust this site as my main source of information..regarding this..anymore information about any thing in this world in any website will be appreciated if u give me the url..=]..im blaberring..i know..

now..for the country that situated in the south-east region of asia..here is philippines..with the total area of the country of 300,000 km square. the capital of the country is called manila..the geography of the land consists of 0.61% of fresh water..the country main language is called philipino and they are using english too as one of their language..their poppulation is estimated around 92,226,600 people..it is one of the richest cultural land in asia and also my main topic for my history assignment for now..

more updates later on..=]

continuation of my light and colours studies

2009-07-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Light
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Color_temperature
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lighting
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Visible_light

still based on wikipedia..i need more source though..=]

colours assignment

2009-07-17T03:13:00.000-07:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colours
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Primary_color
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Visual_perception
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Color_blindness
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Color_theory
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monochrome

all based on this sites..anymore information regarding colours are very helpful to me..thank you..

me myself and i..who

2009-07-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

ok..so here's the thing..i wrote this because at least now i have a reason why..my lecturer ask me too..eheh..he will check this though so i make this as not me writing it as possible..

i am a simple yet not very complex minded person..so to say..i have this friend of mine say that..you're cool..sure i am not that cool but hey..a compliment's a compliment..i dont mind people saying things about me..if it's true i dont have much more to argue about it right..i just dont care..

i am younger than most people think i am..i have this very odd thing that makes me look old..my face and people who know me will exactly say im not because of what i usually do..thank you..

this is very simple yet sarcastically not me..i was born at sabah..my proud to say hometown..i love being there honestly..i just have a hard time to stay there though..i dont know why but yeah..people in sabah are particularly friendly..=]..not like me i guess..

what i think off is spectacularly different than what people think..maybe im just different..or maybe all human beings are different..i see many things that makes me hate that thing..i just dont expect people being who they are and still call themselves human being..for some of course..i have a very different view of this world..i hate a lot of people..i hate a lot of things but i also loves many things in the same time..=]..human nature..thats what this is..

this is not me writing..

till i write again..=]

odd

2009-06-19T11:39:00.000-07:00

you know..it is weird how people of other believes want to turn into Muslim..and yet..we, that was born as a Muslim try hard not to be one..i came across the discovery channel and watch this 'halal mate'..i biography about a women, somewhere in America convert into a Muslim..

her family was respectful yet very, how do say that..curious..asking question of why this and that..and somehow..it really does make me think that..i need to change..

maybe i will change..somehow..in the near future..if i am still alive..i am still me..still i know what is right and wrong..we get older yes..=]..

this might be and odd thing for me to write but somehow it feels great to just let go of what you are thinking to the world right..

till next writing time..bye

home me

2009-06-17T19:52:00.000-07:00

so at last..i arrived safely in my sweet bed..it has been a rough 2-17 jun experience..16 days..in sabah..my hometown..which in fact i do not miss it that much..going places~

so..my first weekend ended up in sandakan..it was an 8 hour journey from where i am staying which is at inanam..sandakan is not as fancy as i have ever imagined though..but hey..i guess if you are looking for great seafood delicacy that is the place to go..you know that seafood there is fairly cheap if you want to compare it with prices in penisular..

as time flies so do my writing skill..haha..i have not done this for a while and since it is daytime my mood is not working much with me..

there is a lot more story to be told..maybe i'll write it later..bye~

oh

2009-06-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

hello..so you know what..i have checked some of my friends blog and i guess..maybe mine is totally boring in many kind of ways..haha..besides..i have noticed this..a lot of people start blogging recently..i wonder why..weee~

ok..here is the thing..i am leaving for Sabah tomorrow at 7 a.m...it has been a long time since i was there..my Sabah language is getting all shitty you know..try me next time when you meet me..=]..i was thinking of turning my phone off while i am at Sabah..maybe i can get away from all my friends for a while..but heck..haha..i do not have that many friends that cling to me everytime aite..so off with the idea..=]..besides..it will be hard if i got lost..haha..take that ideas~

oh hey..maybe..people will start using twitter as well..now now..interesting..=]..i have another month to have fun till i get back to hell..drawings all the way till end of year..wish me happy holiday you all..=]..

smile

2009-05-27T12:12:00.000-07:00

=]..i am smiling yet i do not know why..i have been thinking a lot about my future..haha..sometimes thinking about it will be wonderful in many ways..you know..when you think about growing up with your closest friends..even though things change like everyone is getting married or what so ever..you guys will still not fall apart..wonderful is not it..?

i have dream about happy ending all my life yet one thing never gets away from me..after i die..haha..anyway..life is for you to decide how you want to live trough it..

oh..i was thinking..naaah..till next time..smile =]

kaki follow

2009-05-22T11:54:00.000-07:00

haha..so hari ni rase nk tulis suka2 hati lak..grammar ke pape ke ignore je..

so it seems kn..day by day..teens dkt malaysia makin ramai brmnt dgn fotography..haha..mayb it's just me tp i encounter a lot of people yg mnt bnde tuh..dulu kn..time orang tga into indie..people was like menjerit hujan mcm orang gila la kot..tapape kn..

ok ok..so org malaysia mmg up2date..time orang ramai2 sokong..yg minoriti pun akan ikut..sesetengah la..tp ok la tu..kurang pendirian tetap..kira orang malaysia akan experience byk bnda la nih..ke melalui je..orang tua2 kata macam tin kosong..kn kn..

ignore the fact that malaysian are becoming more stupid as time move.. ..haiz..taley nk ignore jg..we are becoming more like americans..pergi la search kt youtube..cari pasal 'why americans are not stupid'..malaysian will become like that in the near future..

teens will grow but with proper teaching..kadang2 bila nak cerita blk pasal education kt malaysia sgt bodo kot..ada ke da tukar math and science kt skolah dlm english da brapa tahun..lps tu tibe2 nk tukar blk bahasa melayu..logik la sket kot..mmg ada problem that comes with that situation..ade cikgu yg xboleh nk mengajar..but that is what the teacher sndiri kne atasi sndiri..learn english..it helps..a lot..walaupun bahasa asing kn..

malaysia da merdeka brapa lame da but still dlm kategori negara membangun..nk bandingkan singapore yg label diorg skarang dah jd negara maju..boleh je..nk ckp pasal saiz negara kita..so.?mmg menulis ni senang but tengok la negara kita kn..every prime minister msti ade problem dgn perkauman..even the so call malaysia truly asia pun ada perkauman..it is hard to let go of the perkauman..dengan org nk kutuk kaum lain..grow up..da tiba ms kot nk terima orang lain..nk status khas..deal with it..in time all of the nation will understand the true meaning of perpaduan..

haha..kn melalut..so another crap by me..=]

thank you..

crap lagi~

2009-05-21T12:59:00.000-07:00

haha..hari ini rasa macam nak rojak-rojak..but with proper writing sebab language is art..

kadang-kadang bila fikir balik..things like drama melayu is so unappropriate..cerita yang contoh up to date masih lagi outdated..perasan tak all the drama is same in every way..of course yang pelik cara olahan cerita but still stuffs that are happening will not change..bodoh kan..

ok..enough with the openings..

tadi macam bangun pukul 1.30 petang..haha..normal gila la kn..so bangun-bangun terus buat la all the usual stuffs..blablabla..sampai pukul 5..dah la lapar like hell time ni..then my mum comes back from work..tanye nak ikut tak pergi klcc..

it really has been a while since i talk to my mum you know..it has always been her life to herself and my life to myself..awkward but still cherishable..blablabla

jalan-jalan dekat klcc seorang macam orang gila la kan..sedih..then labu came..dengan tiada duit..lagi la..haha..but i am the one who ask him to follow..nak tak nak kena la belanja..haha..

susah la kot rojak-rojak..malas nak sambung..haha..byebye..=]

crap~

2009-05-20T14:13:00.000-07:00

so..it has been a week since i was in Perak..things are not going well with what i was planning before..you know..the usual hanging out..shopping..chilling..bla bla bla..and stuffs..

so i thought i was miserable..then i go watch some videos on youtube..things are not as easy as they look..there are people suffering each and every hour..ever think of that..

so then i know..my boring life is not miserable at all..i just need to find something to do right..just the right motivation..

by the way..this is 90% crap..=]

i have been a jerk..

2009-05-16T13:35:00.000-07:00

you know..breaking up is not an easy thing..life is wonderful when u have someone that loves you and all..but there is time when wonderful things go away..like feelings..this will be the worst break up story ever told by me..i really care you know..things do change..i just feel that things can end in more better way but breakup i no much better in any way..

people said that being single is better..no break up..no extra worrying..living life just for yourself..it is true..but human nature still applies in many way of life..like an animal instinct..love..desire for it is infinite..people will search for it..even though it does hurt yet in will be healed..times heal everything so the old folks said..

i have been through a lot even for my age..i guess people will see it differently..i am old enough to experience many unwanted things..time changes..maybe in future people will experience things a lot faster you know..

this thing i wrote will be nothing but history too but i will try to preserve memories till it rots..history is a great thing..

i will remember this day..17th May 2009..

it's been a very long time since...

2009-02-28T20:54:00.001-08:00

well now..it really is a very long time since i update anything on this dull blog..im still suprised that someone would follow this thing..hahaha..

well now... this blog is all about writings and more dull words that comes out from my boring but still a little bit of 'creative' mind..8]

no pictures means that more creative thinking as i must say..haha..or slow and dull internet line that needs hours of uploading.. go figure..

by the way..i have this freakishly horrible assignment for my final..so if anyone have any idea about what kind of house should i make a model of..just leave me a comment..if you have one..thanks..=]

description of the house that i need..
-2 stories height
-easy found materials
-basic design structure (this makes me wonder much)
-not to complicated
-please let the house have it's dimensions
-elevations and plans can make it more easier
-lets just say that the architect of that house is somehow well known
-reference can make my life easier

that's all folks..till i write again..

it's been a very long time since...

2009-02-28T20:54:00.000-08:00

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this is ridiculous

2008-12-27T13:05:00.000-08:00

what to say when things turn out to be unexpectedly horrible from the way you plan it..wonder if life can be readable..like a novel..will it be as good as the novel itself..even if it is like in the novel..would life be that weird..

i just thought of writing this to past my time..i am off to Perak tomorrow to start my new semester..this is normal but yeah..i will try my best to boost my pointer..such low marks to start my life as an university student is bad enough for me to realize that life is not as easy as before in my school year..

till i write again..this IS ridiculous..=|

malaysian people are somehow stupid in their own way

2008-12-07T04:09:00.001-08:00

ok..that is one heck of a controversial headline but hey..i do not care..well..you know this recent landslide occurred at bukit antarabangsa..yeah..that hellish landslide which cause a heck of major damage to the earth..you know..it does not feel like that is some big deal here..

i watch the news..i do not know when is it..maybe it was yesterday or two days ago but i do remember what i saw on tv..you see..people actually cheering on the landslide on tv..while the cameraman was shooting on the set..how well can that be..a real movie trailer or some dickass brain trying to tell the whole nation that there was a landslide..people can see it and you know what..the voice was like enjoying it..dickheads..

just now..there were actually stuffs stolen from the evacuated house..good timing huh..i guess malaysian just do not mind what happens just as long they can have all the oppurtunity to steal..

guys..if somehow you have any videos from what i am describing..please do post it..i tried to find it but somehow i could not find it..but i will surely try again later..

till i write again..

i wish i can be more understanding person

2008-12-06T05:31:00.000-08:00

um..things have been pretty far apart for us since the start of our sem break..i guess i hurts much when it is not like what like i expected..like going out..almost everyday n stuff..it hurts..you know..i just hate when it comes down to arguing over some stupid stuff..as if we never argue before but still..it is worth it..come to think of it..i was the one who is not matured enough to understand her perfectly..

i am not the person i used to be..people change..normal..yeah it is..but still..i hate myself for changing the way i am today..hopeless..speechless..hot-headed..this fucked up feeling when you feel like you change the way you are not supposed to..do you get it..

it is like..when you plan something and it never goes the way you planned it to be..it really is frustrating..

you know..when i try so hard not to make the women i love mad..it just turned out to be something like opposite effect..you know what i mean..like never text after you just woke up knowing that your morning call will make you freakishly horrible terrible person that does not remember or listen to anything...

all and all..i just wish that i we would last as long as we could..i really miss her whenever she is not in my arms..it sounds stupid but yeah..that day when we went out..i was so sad after she went out of the car..i should have followed her back..i do not know myself..

i am so out of words..

p/s:i love you fatin syazana..

readable

2008-11-14T02:20:00.000-08:00

i am on a roll now.2 blogs a day.it is frustrating knowing that you have something to do.but in the end.u have no interest to do it.i may not be able to go on for next semester as i freakishly forgot that i have to pre-register my course for next semester.yay me.

but you know life has so much to offer.i was thinking about going to the 'hal-ehwal pelajar' next Monday.maybe, just maybe they can help me sort something out.things are very different from what i expected as i enter my university life.things can get pretty miserable and though friends are a bundle here, they still can not be called friends.i am missing my life at school but there is nothing i can do.thinking about the past that is history and not repeating all the past mistake is all that i can think of yet i am still doing it.

-self-thinking-

p/s:thou this is so common, this is so different

about~

2008-11-14T02:13:00.000-08:00

about life
about me
about you
about who
about her
about him
about us
about them
about it
about ____

i tend to figure how things will be without all of the above.describing things unnecessary.but still.it makes me wonder.why we were ask those kind of question everyday.

-self impression on life-

p/s: another useless blog from me.=]

fefefefefinal

2008-10-15T01:19:00.001-07:00

finalfinalfinal..can something be compared to what im going through now..next sem will be the answer..i cannot say this is hard but still im having a lot of problems regarding this composition thingy..i have to re-do what i have done just because i put in some wrong shades in my elvation...damn..but still..its final..

you know..when you are trying so hard to get something done they will always be something to block your progress and then when you do not even noticed it..your spirit of willingness will be block to..hence,(lol) no work could be done..

ouh by the way..it has been a freaking awful week here as nothing i have done could be like procede the way i want it..''it is all about the client''..that is what architect do..creating design that no ordinary architect can do..no one holding the architect names have the same opinion about a building or a structure..some say the klcc are odd and ugly..some say it is one of the greatest..some say it is typical..but i say it is nothing compared to what i am thinking..go figure~

i see that people here are starting to show who they really are..no one wants to show it first..out of sillyness or shyness or new-ness..=.=..no one in this world show their true feelings..i myself will never show it..but when time comes..it will show themselves..=]

ouh..my blog are getting more boring than ever..till i write again~

p/s..missing my fatin..T_T

sudah mau balik

2008-09-29T23:33:00.000-07:00

ouh..some 30 minutes till we take off..by the way..selamat hari raya to all my friends and family plus readers to this blog..

raya should be about fun stuff aite..but still do not forget something sad happen..and the sad thing will always happen everyday so just take note of it..

selamat hari raya i wish and beg forgiveness for something i have done this past years..=]

blablabla..

list of after raya activities..
1.assignment
2.work
3.art of no sleeping
4.nap
5.drawing
6.perak
7.friends
8.jo
9.eating
10.all of the above at the same time..=]

lol

2008-09-29T18:39:00.000-07:00

ey ey..so..an update..at last..hohoho..read read my loyal readers..=]..at least im still trying to entertain you guys..=] again..lol..

today i will go on a journey..far away..to a place where almost all things start..a place where someone will cry when they were there..a place called 'kampung'..anyway..journey starts at 3 or something like that..'janji melayu' stuff..you know..nothing will be exact as they were told to be..i am very sure this raya will be something less cool than the last one..same as the last raya i went through..maybe i lost the feeling of raya..i need a new breath of raya..where new songs are created..not some old songs that are being sang back by some so called nice voice wannabe artist..dumb..make something original would you please..i am still asking nicely..=]..do not let me start telling some dumb things about artist in malaysia..espacially to the so called singers of the modern malaysia..fuuuck~

by the way..studying never been so tired since i move to seri iskandar..i know it was going to be studio-life but the art of no sleeping..new~..but life must go on yes..=]..people there does not agree much to people from architecture..they said we tend to talk and walk with our people and ignore others..so they say..they never know why..or even ask..do they even know about architecture..the thing is..art are so complicated..and architect are arts+science as p.m. ismail told the student..so how to mix our works that involve all that to something more to just art or just science..=.=

the thing is..im mixing up stories yes..=]..

im hyper for writing and i did not have much time writing when i am at seri iskandar..yay me..ouh yeah..next post shoul be something to do with myspace..wait for it..=]

till i wrote again..which is after i sleep and take some sweet nap..-_-zzZ

this is my life..

2008-08-21T12:18:00.000-07:00

perak itu boring+jauh dari orang yang kusuka+tiade kehidupan+rokok yang bersepah+pil yang bertaburan+tiada masa untuk tidur+mata yang sakit+bersama rakan+nasib yang sama+kerja yang bertimbun+jiwa yg kosong+pergaduhan yang sentiasa terjadi+melukis+menyanyi+menari+seronok+indah+kehidupan yang sebenar+minda yang sentiasa dikatakan pelik+dipanggil kerek+dinamakan arkitek+tiada masa nak mandi+duit digunakan seperti sampah+masa makan yang sangat susah untuk dinikmati+orang yang memahami+simbol yg dipanggil "infiniti"= hidup aku

blablabla dadadadada

2008-08-21T12:13:00.000-07:00

hye..i have not write anything for some time...i just dont think i have time to write freely anymore...i spend more time killing myself...im taking pills...smoking like eating..what i have been doing this past months are all shit..i feel sorry for myself but seriously..even when i think what i am doing are giving a real bad impact to myself..i do not really care...i just want to live my life the way that it leads me...i do not make my own road...well not after i was accepted to uitm seri iskandar...my life is nothing but a walking shadow...so shakespear was right...but still i do not feel any satisfaction yet...

ouh yeah..since i barely have time to write...i spill all my thoughts in one section..cool huh...

by the way...it has been a long time since i really fell in love with someone...the last time i could remember was my 1st love...haha..damn mengarut..okeoke.. by the way...for me to love someone will be something called freakishlyplutolikerareoccassion...duh...feelings..who can describe others feeling when they can not even describe their own feeling...feelings show..not in words...unless you are shakespear or someone that is very poetic as he is then feelings = words..freak ass...ouh..i have not mention her name yet...let it be something to ask about..wee~

ouh..hey..i got this one week off from university...so on saturday...i went to watch movie with her...it was very not emotional meeting after a long time cause she just laugh at my hair..im bold..sooo...but yeah..i do feel the love i guess...then on monday i went out with affiq..on wednesday i went out wif my schoolmate and guys from uitm..=]..cool and exciting..but all the week never feel perfect...fuck this emo feeling..i miss my love...i was planning to make some suprise meeting but still something so fucking annoying keep coming up...so we can not get whatever we want in life but holding her in my arms are all i ask for...sory for not coming to see you..i hate myself for that...

i really do not feel like returning to perak now...if only this off day last for a week more than i will surely spend every moment i can with her...she really makes my life better..

end my blog here guys...till i write again...

p.s. all the long stuff on myspace...both long and short stuff on blogspot..=]

=.=

2008-07-14T21:23:00.000-07:00

lol...perlis is where i am now...

visit me anytime guys...

pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaasse....

this place is fucking damn bored but still people here are crazy....

still happy as i can be...

but still missing my place a lot..

googoo

2008-06-23T18:29:00.000-07:00

ok..no update for like a week or so...

life pretty much don't offer anything new so nothing interesting to write though...

but still...

i guess there will be an awful lot of update once i moved to Perlis...

wait for me guys...

p/s:i hate moving but i love being far away from my family sometimes..

today~

2008-06-18T09:58:00.000-07:00

perlis...a week away from this day...

wish me all the best...

and im still hoping for a miracle that can make me go to uitm shah alam...

p/s:just got back from a badminton game...i suck pretty damn much..8]

a word that speaks

2008-06-15T09:10:00.001-07:00

hye

hello, how's life...wonderful enough to be happy..?

yeah...i guess so...last week was a blast of happiness...but still i miss my chance to say farewell to my gud friend who flew to france last sunday...

ouh...that's sad...but i doesnt matter...she understands it dearly i supposed...

i sure do hope so...

well now...how about your love life...anything intresting..?

urm...i dont know...same old same old i guess..its been long since i fell in love...i guess i was like...2 years ago...i dont even know how beautiful it is anymore...

uh..thats is kinda sad...

it is...maybe i should ask someone to hook me up..damn...but still...i prefer being like this for the very moment...maybe i'll find someone better in my life...

hey..wait...what about her...?

ouh...urm..im very good at making women hate at me...i guess it's better for me to ignore till she hates me...then i'll try to make it up till we become friends again..

i see...that is so you eventhough it's kinda wrong...it really is up to you...

yeah...well...im going to perlis this 28jun so maybe something good will happen..im putting my hope on it..

good for you then...life will definitely go forward...eventhough you want to go back..it just wont be the same anymore...thats how life works..

got that...

im blabbering...

i know...

any topics...

nope~
ouh yes...an update..

yupyup...

till next time...

bye~

taken from my myspace blog dated- June 10 2008-

ouh today

2008-06-15T09:09:00.001-07:00

hye guys...an update...again...will i ever get bored of this...hell yeah...

so..i went to hotstage gig today...a great event in a small hall...go figure...so i start leaving home at some 11am..or something like that..arrive in klsentral..waiting...a friend of mine..

know what...i hate writing biography...so on with the gig...

so i went in the hall around 2pm...ouh yeah...the gig starts way long before that..who cares...came in...trying to move to the front..end up standing in the middle because it was so damn packed and all the guys were like moshing around..a reminder...dont start mosh right away when u enter any gig..it will really get you wasted pretty damn fast...i know cause i usually do it...go me~

ok...anyway...on to the drama...because i was so wasted i went out to get some fresh air..not so fresh i must say because of the smoke...but still...no complaints cause i smoke too...go me~ again...i went back up the hall being refresh...on the way up..there this guys yelling stop to me...i guess..and said 'bro..nk tshirt...'
i replied with a blur face on 'uh..next time a bro..tga penin pale a..=]..'

seacrh for a place to sit..have a sit...then came afiq...with no glasses on..it was weird but i guess because it was beacause of the moshing..he did went to the stage...then he look at me with a grin and said 'nap..speck aku ilang dow..camne aku nk blk huh' ouh...it was around 7pm at that time..so on skipping the bla bla part...we decided to head back after buying a t-shirt...

blablabla...afiq used my glasses which dont give any effect at all..he cant even see the road sign clearly and still asking which way is the way...fuck him..well..at least i got back home safe and sound...writing this thing...

p.s. i dont really have much to do at home...

until next time...

taken from my myspace blog dated-may 26 2008-

how is it like to be me....

2008-06-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

ouh...hye guys...so...ive just decided to blog my day today on my wy back home...that is...at around 10.30 like that...nothing much happens...same old same old...but hey...who cares...i dont...well...here goes...

so..i woke up this morning around 8am..i guess...yeah...so i do miss my subuh prayers...but im pretty sure im going to make it up somehow...then i just turn on my pc..login to my myspace and friendster account...still nothing much...same old same old..no one intresting so i logoff and head straight to my tv and tune on mtv with my blanket...still wrap around me and go on napping at the sofa...my mum comes down...i say have a nice day working...yeah like hell it will be a nice day working...but i do think that what every parents wants to hear...so with me having an insomnia problems...it is hard to get back to my wonderland...so i head straight to shower...a short one but very meaningful i must say so...

ok..next...i give a call to my friend..actually...a lot of it..asking weather they go to klcc or not...some say yes some say nope and some say 'the number you have dialled is not available, please try back later'....fuck them...so by 11am i get a masage saying 'wey...aku tetdo dow td...siot a..ko kt ne..' if im not mistaken..so i replied 'fuck you' and call him...arrange the meeting place...and yeah..thats it..

day goes by...i walk to the train station...waiting for the slow ride to come..by the time the train arrive...my friend text me 'weh ko kt ne...aku nek teksi g klsentral..' and i replied 'ouh..oke...tggu la lame...stgh jam lg smpi a tuh...weee~'...so that is it..nothing much when im on board the train..same old same old...

so i arrived at klsentral around 12pm+...seacrhing for my friends and found them in a nickle of time..aha...send one of them to work and we're off to klcc...so as we arrived there...i call a friend of my which texting me like hell asking where the hell am i..i meet him and the rest of the team...we talk and talk..stuffs..we ate somethings..we took some pictures...and im off with some of them playing pool...and the rest is history...lol...

not quite done yet...yeah...how to fill in a day in a blog...it must be long and boring...so it is not a wonder why this blog wont be a hit...

then after done playing...we went back to klcc...saw a fight...not some teenagers fight but adults fight..nothing much but scream here and there...then one of us went to catch a movie...two of them went back home..leaving me and a friend of mine standing there...with a blur face on...so we dicided to walk to pavillion...meet my old classmate and also my friends ex-girlfriend..it was a long meeting because she was having a break and we were like talking for an hour non-stop..wee~...

after that we went to time square...went inside metrojaya...and yeah..looking for our schoolmate...talk talk talk...nothing much...and soon after that we went to arcade..play some games...i lose my tennis match twice in a row...damn..he was a pro...and so on...

duh...i have a hard time writing onwards..but still this day has not finished yet..

so after that...we dicided to go to midvalley...meet some friends...yeah i know...a lot of friends meeting we have going on right now...but who cares..her last day at work...so we were like spend sometime talking...then we went to my old workplace...confiming my paycheck has been bank in...some additional info about an office guy..a gay...intrested with my old colleage..sure it is hard to understand guys nowadays...how to pleasure a stick with a stick...then we head off to my friends old workplace...meet some old colleage of his...borakborakborak...play 3 games of pool...again...it is hard to find the pleasure of putting a ball in a hole but it sure is a great game to kill our time for sure...by then it was 9pm++ and we decided to head back home...ouh..i forget to mention our visit to our old workplace..but nothing much happen so just skip that...

heading home...blablabla...waiting for the train to arrive...have some quality time sitting on the floor..no seat are available...so who cares..people do stare but yeah..they dont know me so i dont even care either...arrive home at 11pm or so i think i do...turn on my pc...have a shower...and writing this awesomely carzy long blog which i dont think it will be a hit...and yeah...the day will end in some 10minutes more...and still writing...

peeps...i you do read this...give me a kudos or two...i appreciate it...haha..that is it folks...
till i write again~

taken from my myspace blog dated-may 22 2008-

rockstar poem....

2008-06-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

rockstar, and rockstar, and rockstar
creeps i this petty ear
from gig to mp3
to the last syllable of the recorded album
and then it is heard on the radio
it is a lyric told by a band
full of show and gig
signifying nothing.
____________________________________________________________

shall i compare thee to a rockstar gig
thou art more ugly and cold
rough moshing due shake the darling butts of mens
and rockstar lease hath all to short a life
and often their golden voice dimm'd
and every show from show sometimes being rushed
by chance or cop, showing for mat indon, bangla
but thy eternal ugliness shall not beforgotten
nor shall new artist brag thou wand'rest in his shade
when in internal lyrics to time thou grow'st
so long as man go to gig, or download your music
so long live thee and this give life to rockstar
_____________________________________________________________

taken from my myspace blog dated-may 16 2008-

a thing to remember...

2008-06-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

helo...
so...a week without my laptop...maybe someone will think i've forgotten bout them....i dont care much...just so you know...i remember everyone i meet for the past 6 years i guess...more than that...im not very sure....but i still remembeer some name...and possibly no one cares but me...

ok...thats the intro....
i went to amani's house yesterday...there was a farewell party for her...she'll be flying to us next month...gudluck to her...i will really miss her because she's like the only one that can plan something and ask all of my late friends to come and sit facing each other face with a smile...which is a very hard thing to do nowadays....all of them including me have change...whether in bad or god ways...but still...it is all about whether you accept it or not...i myself do decline some change but still move on with my life..try to think why god put our eyes infront of our face and not at the back...that should probably because in life there are only one choice and that is moving foward...but of course there are many way for that to happen....

enough with the crap...so i arrive there somewhere around 3-4....i dont even remember...nothing much happen during the early evening because it takes time to mix with them again...so time pass....and afiq came...and me to sleepover and i say ok...cool with that...i hangout at amani's crib till 10 and meet some new friends...i remember she introduce me to nab ika and shoq...if my freaking memory is working well...idk....after that we just hangout around the park...it was cool...we talk...laugh....it wasnt that easy going since there are some kids with us...and i really have to smoke far away from them of course but kids...they'll follow you anywhere...but it was fun...

blablabla...so this is the part when we start to play truth or dare...well...most of us take dare...fuck the truth...haha...i remember the part when aina have to take the 'pakguard's phone number...hoho..the guard even say that aina look like a model...hahaha...oke...cool stuff...amani have to roll half of the basketball court...it must be freaking dizzy...afiq have to kiss que...a romantic scene....lol...i have to sit in a trash bin and wear the cover onto my head...sucks...but fun...nab wearing my shirt...i know it wasnt that smelly..and shahrul have to pose like a gay...cool and fun...

after that we all like so damn hungry and dicided to buy some roti canai and some snacks...well some rm34 was used...and no one care...thanks aina...after that nothing much happen...we all like sit around the court and everyone was like having the time of their life and some unwanted things happen...stuff...but still...a night to remember....

so everything ended around 4a.m. i guess...i sleep at afiq's crib....and went back to my boring house around 9a.m....so that basically is it...

i dont know if i will meet my friend again like that but i do hope someday i will...even it wont be the same like the old times......

know what...im so out of ideas...till i write again....bye~

this was taken from my myspace blog dated -may 11 2008-

2007-12-22T12:12:00.000-08:00

uh...
seriously....
i havent write anything for the past 2 months or so..im so in my blur mood...but still...no one cares right...its been 2 weeks since i start working...the place...not bad...the payment...kinda sucks...compare to some of my friends...fuck...um...so i found some intresting character there...a perfect crazy world...a guy with many talents and almost have the same intrest as me...kinda cool...a cute girl that is so fragile...a guy that is so prasan and so damn jealous when i talk to his self-claimed girlfriend...fuck him....so thats the briefing for my work place...

anyway...nothing intresting happens...the same kind of boring thing..i really am struggle to find something new...dude...im so desperate for something new....something crazy just cross my mind...cool huh...a girlfriend...like hell i would want one...but still...its kinda nice to have one...fuck...what am i talking about...i never get serious in any kind of relationship...

maybe something better...its been a while since i've hang out with my friend...i do miss them so much...dude...well...things happens...um...know what...thats it...i'll write something again later...till then bye~

maroon 5-it's better that we break

2007-12-13T08:16:00.000-08:00

I never knew perfection tilI heard you speak,

and now it kills me

Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do

And sleeping is impossible too

Everything is reminding me of you

What can I do?

It’s not right,

not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine,

I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away

I chase you just to hear you say

You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here

Pity I can’t see it clearly

While you’re standing there, it disappears

It disappears

It’s not right, not OK

Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine,

I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

It’s better that we break

So you sitting all alone

You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right

Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine,

I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way?

It’s better that we break, baby

gloomy sunday

2007-12-10T08:50:00.000-08:00

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?
Gloomy sunday
Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you
Gloomy sunday
Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday

incubus-anna molly

2007-12-10T08:47:00.002-08:00

Anna-Molly Lyrics
A cloud hangs over,
It's a city by the sea,
I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be,
Out there and sober as a well for loneliness,
Please do persist girl its time we met and made, a mess
I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic a proof of prize,Anomaly, anomaly, anomaly...
Doo doo doo doo do doo doo doo doo doo
A cloud hangs over,
And mutes my happiness,
A thousand ships couldnt send me back from distress,
Wish you were here,
I'm a wounded satellite,
I need you now put me back together make me right

I picture your face in the back of my eyes a fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, anomaly, anomaly
I'll crawl to your name,
I'll bend to the earth,
Nobody else will ever compare,
Anomaly, anomaly
Wait there is a light,
There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light,
there is a fire defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while
I picture your face in the back of my eyes a fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, anomaly, anomaly,
I'll crawl to your name,
I'll bend to the earth,
Nobody else could ever compare,
Anomaly, anomaly

Wait there is a light,There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light there is a fire defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while
Doo doo doo doo do doo doo doo doo doo

......

2007-12-10T08:47:00.001-08:00

spm is so much history...but i still havent see any of my dreams getting to shape...i guess this is mainly because i dont even start doing something...thats life i guess...u want something going your way...you have to do it yourself...rite now, what im doing at home would be watching tv...listening to music...checking on myspace...searching for music...calling my friends...hanging out somewhere...spending money that isnt mine....technically that is all the things i've done this past holiday season...i want to start looking for jobs...but my mom wont let me...she said that i have to babysit my brother...damn it...he's matured enough to look after himself...its just that my mom care to much about him...i hate it...i just cant wait for her to return from europe....i dont have much to say today...i just want to write something...well...till i write again...bye....~

spm is over..........

2007-12-10T08:46:00.000-08:00

spm...smp...mps...pms...lol....in add maths you'll study about a lot of things...one of it should be probability....well....who cares about that anymore....
penyata razak...ordinan pelajaran....that kinda start the learning waves to all of us....sejarah....so damn history....
y+x=10.....1-x=y...easy thing...only in modern math....
kino was a brave man bla, bla, bla......the pearl is so cool that it kill a baby.....seriously....i love the story...
melalui novel yg saya kaji bla, bla, bla....bm novels for me are like so jiwang....but still....i love reading it....i wonder how is it like to be forced naked....or being left by your wife...i wonder....
the sewage treatment plant is devided into bla, bla, bla.........so i do learn about how to decompose shit...so what...if someone dont then this world will be so fucking smelly...
double decomposition method is the method to produce bla, bla, bla.....i still remember when i said to my teacher what gas is release when we fart....its kinda cool...chemist is fun but its just not for me...
the newton's first law of motion states that bla, bla, bla...............when i start learning this subject i was looking around...i want to ask...if i talk...how much energy that i used...then i think i better not...i'll be the laughing stock...who cares..........
zaman kegemilangan kerajaan turki uthmaniyyah bermula ketika bla, bla, bla.....honestly....i sucks when it comes to pendidikan islam....i dont know why...maybe i've something wrong so many times that i cant even remember...haha...i struggle a lot if i want to take a test for this subject....its worth it i guess....
uh...uh...my last subject should be engineering drawing...i cant draw in pc...but i surely can draw when u give me a paper, a pencil, and an eraser....thats all i need when i draw....its great when you draw something...i sucks at first...i didnt know it but when i look back at my old stuffs....i do realise that im improving....my dream is to be an architect...nowadays people say that architect wont have much use anymore....the world has fully develope they say...but who care....that's their point of view...not mine....i have dreams and i really would try so hard to achieve it....
thats it for my 2 years at sekolah menengah teknik kuala lumpur...it wraps up my life wearing a school uniform for 10 years....i love it...now i have to let it go....time takes away everything...i realise even when i say i hate school deep down inside i really am so in love with it....so goodbye my school friends...i just hope we'll meet again...somewhere sometime...goodluck in your life and dont give up...

aku TAURUS...g mati...

2007-12-10T08:45:00.000-08:00

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PISCES - The Addictive(2/19-3/20)EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!!*4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
ARIES- The Irresistible One(3/21-4/19)Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.*9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
TAURUS- The Aggresive One(4/20-5/20)Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very loyal. Great kisser. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.*12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
GEMINI - The Gorgeous one(5/21-6/21)Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships,makes sure their friends come first,lovable, forgiving, loves a good challenge,Addictive. Loud.*16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LEO - The Sexy One(7/23-8/22)Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kickyour ass... u might end up crying...*10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
VIRGO- Rare to find.(8/23-9/22)Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..*10 years of bad luck if you dont repost
SCORPIO - The slutty One(10/23-11/21)Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER(11/22-12/21)Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.*24 years of bad luck if you do not repost

do you care??

2007-12-10T08:44:00.003-08:00

uh...hey...i go on a very cool and joyous convoy ever today...cool stuff...i go to 4 houses and eat till i puke...seriously...i remember there was me,afiq,danial,boyan,aizat,halimah,ezah and finally iman...damn i miss them...so...as we go to the third house i saw a cigg box..i ask the owner if she really smoke and she does...whoa...haha...i didnt know...usually girls will say...i hate smokers and stuff...so...i never admit that i really smoke...but now...im gonna say it...i do smoke...and for real...it's just for fun...im sorry nad...i dont have someone that can really make me stop...i rarely smoke u know...i just do it when i know someone that smoke...haha...well..its really nothing...i just want you know...um...i would stop if you'd be my girlfriend....fuck i said it..but seriously i dont mean that i want you to think about it now...i dont want to have any relationship with someone before i finish my spm anyway...i think so much when i want to post this....im afraid that you might not talk to me ever again...just that...fuck...im thinking that i shouldnt post this...help me....know what...i just can't lie to you anymore...im telling you the truth...so...see you tomorrow....

raye ke??

2007-12-10T08:44:00.001-08:00

...happy eid...
hey....its RAYA time...for everyone who thinking they having fun...go on have your fucking fun time....
anyway...im home...after a long 3 days away...im so fucking bored...damn it....well...actually i dont really have anything to do here....so its the same boring thing everyday i guess...i really want to go out you know...maybe its better for me to go back to school...im more calmer there...
spm just 3 fridays away...whoa...the heck...so damn near...i dont think im ready yet...i really hope someone is having the same fate as i am...im worried...but still...i havent done anything yet...maybe i should start...yeah...tonight...start by reading...and doing some math...refresh my mind...after a very fucking damn long relaxing....
know what...i want to have some solitude...to be alone sometimes can be great...i really want to like think back all the wrong things i've done before...but that time have to wait...spm will be the only thing i have to focus now...
hey...that reminds me...i have other thing to do....i may be studying tonight...so i have to do something and shut this thing down...lolz....
bye....

hahaha

2007-12-10T08:43:00.001-08:00

hye..uh...cool...no way...haha....
well...9 more days until her birthday...i hope she dont delete my number yet...i just want to wish her happy birthday and move on...until that i just cant stop blaming myself...eventhough i like someone else now....
thats all...im bored...thats why i write this...till i write again...bye...

at last...

2007-12-10T08:41:00.000-08:00

wee...
de pown mase nk luahkn prasaan...yahuu...well...i dont really have things to say...im just bored you know...uh...right now...im wacthing miss teen usa...uh...i know its girlish...but damn it who cares....most of are so cute...i really like the girl from south carolina...but know what...she's out...haha...well....im bored to death...
so...whats next for me...i dont know...i really dont want to think about girls now...about my school life...its getting sucks...im struggling to get great result for my spm...this time i will try not to sleep for every paper...it sucks...i've learn my lesson well enough...
uh....fuck damn it...haha...dont ask why..just feeling like saying it...uh...so what...my time is limited....haha....im done....till next time...
bye...