this is ridiculous

what to say when things turn out to be unexpectedly horrible from the way you plan it..wonder if life can be readable..like a novel..will it be as good as the novel itself..even if it is like in the novel..would life be that weird..

i just thought of writing this to past my time..i am off to Perak tomorrow to start my new semester..this is normal but yeah..i will try my best to boost my pointer..such low marks to start my life as an university student is bad enough for me to realize that life is not as easy as before in my school year..

till i write again..this IS ridiculous..=|

malaysian people are somehow stupid in their own way

ok..that is one heck of a controversial headline but hey..i do not care..well..you know this recent landslide occurred at bukit antarabangsa..yeah..that hellish landslide which cause a heck of major damage to the earth..you know..it does not feel like that is some big deal here..

i watch the news..i do not know when is it..maybe it was yesterday or two days ago but i do remember what i saw on tv..you see..people actually cheering on the landslide on tv..while the cameraman was shooting on the set..how well can that be..a real movie trailer or some dickass brain trying to tell the whole nation that there was a landslide..people can see it and you know what..the voice was like enjoying it..dickheads..

just now..there were actually stuffs stolen from the evacuated house..good timing huh..i guess malaysian just do not mind what happens just as long they can have all the oppurtunity to steal..

guys..if somehow you have any videos from what i am describing..please do post it..i tried to find it but somehow i could not find it..but i will surely try again later..

till i write again..

i wish i can be more understanding person

um..things have been pretty far apart for us since the start of our sem break..i guess i hurts much when it is not like what like i expected..like going out..almost everyday n stuff..it hurts..you know..i just hate when it comes down to arguing over some stupid stuff..as if we never argue before but still..it is worth it..come to think of it..i was the one who is not matured enough to understand her perfectly..

i am not the person i used to be..people change..normal..yeah it is..but still..i hate myself for changing the way i am today..hopeless..speechless..hot-headed..this fucked up feeling when you feel like you change the way you are not supposed to..do you get it..

it is like..when you plan something and it never goes the way you planned it to be..it really is frustrating..

you know..when i try so hard not to make the women i love mad..it just turned out to be something like opposite effect..you know what i mean..like never text after you just woke up knowing that your morning call will make you freakishly horrible terrible person that does not remember or listen to anything...

all and all..i just wish that i we would last as long as we could..i really miss her whenever she is not in my arms..it sounds stupid but yeah..that day when we went out..i was so sad after she went out of the car..i should have followed her back..i do not know myself..

i am so out of words..






p/s:i love you fatin syazana..

readable

i am on a roll now.2 blogs a day.it is frustrating knowing that you have something to do.but in the end.u have no interest to do it.i may not be able to go on for next semester as i freakishly forgot that i have to pre-register my course for next semester.yay me.

but you know life has so much to offer.i was thinking about going to the 'hal-ehwal pelajar' next Monday.maybe, just maybe they can help me sort something out.things are very different from what i expected as i enter my university life.things can get pretty miserable and though friends are a bundle here, they still can not be called friends.i am missing my life at school but there is nothing i can do.thinking about the past that is history and not repeating all the past mistake is all that i can think of yet i am still doing it.

-self-thinking-

p/s:thou this is so common, this is so different

about~

about life
about me
about you
about who
about her
about him
about us
about them
about it
about ____

i tend to figure how things will be without all of the above.describing things unnecessary.but still.it makes me wonder.why we were ask those kind of question everyday.

-self impression on life-


p/s: another useless blog from me.=]

fefefefefinal

finalfinalfinal..can something be compared to what im going through now..next sem will be the answer..i cannot say this is hard but still im having a lot of problems regarding this composition thingy..i have to re-do what i have done just because i put in some wrong shades in my elvation...damn..but still..its final..

you know..when you are trying so hard to get something done they will always be something to block your progress and then when you do not even noticed it..your spirit of willingness will be block to..hence,(lol) no work could be done..

ouh by the way..it has been a freaking awful week here as nothing i have done could be like procede the way i want it..''it is all about the client''..that is what architect do..creating design that no ordinary architect can do..no one holding the architect names have the same opinion about a building or a structure..some say the klcc are odd and ugly..some say it is one of the greatest..some say it is typical..but i say it is nothing compared to what i am thinking..go figure~

i see that people here are starting to show who they really are..no one wants to show it first..out of sillyness or shyness or new-ness..=.=..no one in this world show their true feelings..i myself will never show it..but when time comes..it will show themselves..=]

ouh..my blog are getting more boring than ever..till i write again~


p/s..missing my fatin..T_T

sudah mau balik

ouh..some 30 minutes till we take off..by the way..selamat hari raya to all my friends and family plus readers to this blog..

raya should be about fun stuff aite..but still do not forget something sad happen..and the sad thing will always happen everyday so just take note of it..

selamat hari raya i wish and beg forgiveness for something i have done this past years..=]


blablabla..

list of after raya activities..
1.assignment
2.work
3.art of no sleeping
4.nap
5.drawing
6.perak
7.friends
8.jo
9.eating
10.all of the above at the same time..=]