um..things have been pretty far apart for us since the start of our sem break..i guess i hurts much when it is not like what like i expected..like going out..almost everyday n stuff..it hurts..you know..i just hate when it comes down to arguing over some stupid stuff..as if we never argue before but still..it is worth it..come to think of it..i was the one who is not matured enough to understand her perfectly..
i am not the person i used to be..people change..normal..yeah it is..but still..i hate myself for changing the way i am today..hopeless..speechless..hot-headed..this fucked up feeling when you feel like you change the way you are not supposed to..do you get it..
it is like..when you plan something and it never goes the way you planned it to be..it really is frustrating..
you know..when i try so hard not to make the women i love mad..it just turned out to be something like opposite effect..you know what i mean..like never text after you just woke up knowing that your morning call will make you freakishly horrible terrible person that does not remember or listen to anything...
all and all..i just wish that i we would last as long as we could..i really miss her whenever she is not in my arms..it sounds stupid but yeah..that day when we went out..i was so sad after she went out of the car..i should have followed her back..i do not know myself..
i am so out of words..
p/s:i love you fatin syazana..
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