smile

=]..i am smiling yet i do not know why..i have been thinking a lot about my future..haha..sometimes thinking about it will be wonderful in many ways..you know..when you think about growing up with your closest friends..even though things change like everyone is getting married or what so ever..you guys will still not fall apart..wonderful is not it..?

i have dream about happy ending all my life yet one thing never gets away from me..after i die..haha..anyway..life is for you to decide how you want to live trough it..

oh..i was thinking..naaah..till next time..smile =]

kaki follow

haha..so hari ni rase nk tulis suka2 hati lak..grammar ke pape ke ignore je..

so it seems kn..day by day..teens dkt malaysia makin ramai brmnt dgn fotography..haha..mayb it's just me tp i encounter a lot of people yg mnt bnde tuh..dulu kn..time orang tga into indie..people was like menjerit hujan mcm orang gila la kot..tapape kn..

ok ok..so org malaysia mmg up2date..time orang ramai2 sokong..yg minoriti pun akan ikut..sesetengah la..tp ok la tu..kurang pendirian tetap..kira orang malaysia akan experience byk bnda la nih..ke melalui je..orang tua2 kata macam tin kosong..kn kn..

ignore the fact that malaysian are becoming more stupid as time move.. ..haiz..taley nk ignore jg..we are becoming more like americans..pergi la search kt youtube..cari pasal 'why americans are not stupid'..malaysian will become like that in the near future..

teens will grow but with proper teaching..kadang2 bila nak cerita blk pasal education kt malaysia sgt bodo kot..ada ke da tukar math and science kt skolah dlm english da brapa tahun..lps tu tibe2 nk tukar blk bahasa melayu..logik la sket kot..mmg ada problem that comes with that situation..ade cikgu yg xboleh nk mengajar..but that is what the teacher sndiri kne atasi sndiri..learn english..it helps..a lot..walaupun bahasa asing kn..

malaysia da merdeka brapa lame da but still dlm kategori negara membangun..nk bandingkan singapore yg label diorg skarang dah jd negara maju..boleh je..nk ckp pasal saiz negara kita..so.?mmg menulis ni senang but tengok la negara kita kn..every prime minister msti ade problem dgn perkauman..even the so call malaysia truly asia pun ada perkauman..it is hard to let go of the perkauman..dengan org nk kutuk kaum lain..grow up..da tiba ms kot nk terima orang lain..nk status khas..deal with it..in time all of the nation will understand the true meaning of perpaduan..

haha..kn melalut..so another crap by me..=]

thank you..

crap lagi~

haha..hari ini rasa macam nak rojak-rojak..but with proper writing sebab language is art..

kadang-kadang bila fikir balik..things like drama melayu is so unappropriate..cerita yang contoh up to date masih lagi outdated..perasan tak all the drama is same in every way..of course yang pelik cara olahan cerita but still stuffs that are happening will not change..bodoh kan..

ok..enough with the openings..

tadi macam bangun pukul 1.30 petang..haha..normal gila la kn..so bangun-bangun terus buat la all the usual stuffs..blablabla..sampai pukul 5..dah la lapar like hell time ni..then my mum comes back from work..tanye nak ikut tak pergi klcc..

it really has been a while since i talk to my mum you know..it has always been her life to herself and my life to myself..awkward but still cherishable..blablabla

jalan-jalan dekat klcc seorang macam orang gila la kan..sedih..then labu came..dengan tiada duit..lagi la..haha..but i am the one who ask him to follow..nak tak nak kena la belanja..haha..

susah la kot rojak-rojak..malas nak sambung..haha..byebye..=]

crap~

so..it has been a week since i was in Perak..things are not going well with what i was planning before..you know..the usual hanging out..shopping..chilling..bla bla bla..and stuffs..

so i thought i was miserable..then i go watch some videos on youtube..things are not as easy as they look..there are people suffering each and every hour..ever think of that..

so then i know..my boring life is not miserable at all..i just need to find something to do right..just the right motivation..

by the way..this is 90% crap..=]

i have been a jerk..

you know..breaking up is not an easy thing..life is wonderful when u have someone that loves you and all..but there is time when wonderful things go away..like feelings..this will be the worst break up story ever told by me..i really care you know..things do change..i just feel that things can end in more better way but breakup i no much better in any way..

people said that being single is better..no break up..no extra worrying..living life just for yourself..it is true..but human nature still applies in many way of life..like an animal instinct..love..desire for it is infinite..people will search for it..even though it does hurt yet in will be healed..times heal everything so the old folks said..

i have been through a lot even for my age..i guess people will see it differently..i am old enough to experience many unwanted things..time changes..maybe in future people will experience things a lot faster you know..

this thing i wrote will be nothing but history too but i will try to preserve memories till it rots..history is a great thing..

i will remember this day..17th May 2009..