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ok..no update for like a week or so...

life pretty much don't offer anything new so nothing interesting to write though...

but still...

i guess there will be an awful lot of update once i moved to Perlis...

wait for me guys...

p/s:i hate moving but i love being far away from my family sometimes..

today~

perlis...a week away from this day...

wish me all the best...

and im still hoping for a miracle that can make me go to uitm shah alam...

p/s:just got back from a badminton game...i suck pretty damn much..8]

a word that speaks

hye

hello, how's life...wonderful enough to be happy..?

yeah...i guess so...last week was a blast of happiness...but still i miss my chance to say farewell to my gud friend who flew to france last sunday...

ouh...that's sad...but i doesnt matter...she understands it dearly i supposed...

i sure do hope so...

well now...how about your love life...anything intresting..?

urm...i dont know...same old same old i guess..its been long since i fell in love...i guess i was like...2 years ago...i dont even know how beautiful it is anymore...

uh..thats is kinda sad...

it is...maybe i should ask someone to hook me up..damn...but still...i prefer being like this for the very moment...maybe i'll find someone better in my life...

hey..wait...what about her...?

ouh...urm..im very good at making women hate at me...i guess it's better for me to ignore till she hates me...then i'll try to make it up till we become friends again..

i see...that is so you eventhough it's kinda wrong...it really is up to you...

yeah...well...im going to perlis this 28jun so maybe something good will happen..im putting my hope on it..

good for you then...life will definitely go forward...eventhough you want to go back..it just wont be the same anymore...thats how life works..

got that...

im blabbering...

i know...

any topics...

nope~
ouh yes...an update..

yupyup...

till next time...

bye~


taken from my myspace blog dated- June 10 2008-

ouh today

hye guys...an update...again...will i ever get bored of this...hell yeah...

so..i went to hotstage gig today...a great event in a small hall...go figure...so i start leaving home at some 11am..or something like that..arrive in klsentral..waiting...a friend of mine..

know what...i hate writing biography...so on with the gig...

so i went in the hall around 2pm...ouh yeah...the gig starts way long before that..who cares...came in...trying to move to the front..end up standing in the middle because it was so damn packed and all the guys were like moshing around..a reminder...dont start mosh right away when u enter any gig..it will really get you wasted pretty damn fast...i know cause i usually do it...go me~

ok...anyway...on to the drama...because i was so wasted i went out to get some fresh air..not so fresh i must say because of the smoke...but still...no complaints cause i smoke too...go me~ again...i went back up the hall being refresh...on the way up..there this guys yelling stop to me...i guess..and said 'bro..nk tshirt...'
i replied with a blur face on 'uh..next time a bro..tga penin pale a..=]..'

seacrh for a place to sit..have a sit...then came afiq...with no glasses on..it was weird but i guess because it was beacause of the moshing..he did went to the stage...then he look at me with a grin and said 'nap..speck aku ilang dow..camne aku nk blk huh' ouh...it was around 7pm at that time..so on skipping the bla bla part...we decided to head back after buying a t-shirt...

blablabla...afiq used my glasses which dont give any effect at all..he cant even see the road sign clearly and still asking which way is the way...fuck him..well..at least i got back home safe and sound...writing this thing...

p.s. i dont really have much to do at home...

until next time...

taken from my myspace blog dated-may 26 2008-

how is it like to be me....

ouh...hye guys...so...ive just decided to blog my day today on my wy back home...that is...at around 10.30 like that...nothing much happens...same old same old...but hey...who cares...i dont...well...here goes...

so..i woke up this morning around 8am..i guess...yeah...so i do miss my subuh prayers...but im pretty sure im going to make it up somehow...then i just turn on my pc..login to my myspace and friendster account...still nothing much...same old same old..no one intresting so i logoff and head straight to my tv and tune on mtv with my blanket...still wrap around me and go on napping at the sofa...my mum comes down...i say have a nice day working...yeah like hell it will be a nice day working...but i do think that what every parents wants to hear...so with me having an insomnia problems...it is hard to get back to my wonderland...so i head straight to shower...a short one but very meaningful i must say so...

ok..next...i give a call to my friend..actually...a lot of it..asking weather they go to klcc or not...some say yes some say nope and some say 'the number you have dialled is not available, please try back later'....fuck them...so by 11am i get a masage saying 'wey...aku tetdo dow td...siot a..ko kt ne..' if im not mistaken..so i replied 'fuck you' and call him...arrange the meeting place...and yeah..thats it..

day goes by...i walk to the train station...waiting for the slow ride to come..by the time the train arrive...my friend text me 'weh ko kt ne...aku nek teksi g klsentral..' and i replied 'ouh..oke...tggu la lame...stgh jam lg smpi a tuh...weee~'...so that is it..nothing much when im on board the train..same old same old...

so i arrived at klsentral around 12pm+...seacrhing for my friends and found them in a nickle of time..aha...send one of them to work and we're off to klcc...so as we arrived there...i call a friend of my which texting me like hell asking where the hell am i..i meet him and the rest of the team...we talk and talk..stuffs..we ate somethings..we took some pictures...and im off with some of them playing pool...and the rest is history...lol...

not quite done yet...yeah...how to fill in a day in a blog...it must be long and boring...so it is not a wonder why this blog wont be a hit...

then after done playing...we went back to klcc...saw a fight...not some teenagers fight but adults fight..nothing much but scream here and there...then one of us went to catch a movie...two of them went back home..leaving me and a friend of mine standing there...with a blur face on...so we dicided to walk to pavillion...meet my old classmate and also my friends ex-girlfriend..it was a long meeting because she was having a break and we were like talking for an hour non-stop..wee~...

after that we went to time square...went inside metrojaya...and yeah..looking for our schoolmate...talk talk talk...nothing much...and soon after that we went to arcade..play some games...i lose my tennis match twice in a row...damn..he was a pro...and so on...

duh...i have a hard time writing onwards..but still this day has not finished yet..

so after that...we dicided to go to midvalley...meet some friends...yeah i know...a lot of friends meeting we have going on right now...but who cares..her last day at work...so we were like spend sometime talking...then we went to my old workplace...confiming my paycheck has been bank in...some additional info about an office guy..a gay...intrested with my old colleage..sure it is hard to understand guys nowadays...how to pleasure a stick with a stick...then we head off to my friends old workplace...meet some old colleage of his...borakborakborak...play 3 games of pool...again...it is hard to find the pleasure of putting a ball in a hole but it sure is a great game to kill our time for sure...by then it was 9pm++ and we decided to head back home...ouh..i forget to mention our visit to our old workplace..but nothing much happen so just skip that...

heading home...blablabla...waiting for the train to arrive...have some quality time sitting on the floor..no seat are available...so who cares..people do stare but yeah..they dont know me so i dont even care either...arrive home at 11pm or so i think i do...turn on my pc...have a shower...and writing this awesomely carzy long blog which i dont think it will be a hit...and yeah...the day will end in some 10minutes more...and still writing...

peeps...i you do read this...give me a kudos or two...i appreciate it...haha..that is it folks...
till i write again~


taken from my myspace blog dated-may 22 2008-

rockstar poem....

rockstar, and rockstar, and rockstar
creeps i this petty ear
from gig to mp3
to the last syllable of the recorded album
and then it is heard on the radio
it is a lyric told by a band
full of show and gig
signifying nothing.
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shall i compare thee to a rockstar gig
thou art more ugly and cold
rough moshing due shake the darling butts of mens
and rockstar lease hath all to short a life
and often their golden voice dimm'd
and every show from show sometimes being rushed
by chance or cop, showing for mat indon, bangla
but thy eternal ugliness shall not beforgotten
nor shall new artist brag thou wand'rest in his shade
when in internal lyrics to time thou grow'st
so long as man go to gig, or download your music
so long live thee and this give life to rockstar
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taken from my myspace blog dated-may 16 2008-

a thing to remember...

helo...
so...a week without my laptop...maybe someone will think i've forgotten bout them....i dont care much...just so you know...i remember everyone i meet for the past 6 years i guess...more than that...im not very sure....but i still remembeer some name...and possibly no one cares but me...

ok...thats the intro....
i went to amani's house yesterday...there was a farewell party for her...she'll be flying to us next month...gudluck to her...i will really miss her because she's like the only one that can plan something and ask all of my late friends to come and sit facing each other face with a smile...which is a very hard thing to do nowadays....all of them including me have change...whether in bad or god ways...but still...it is all about whether you accept it or not...i myself do decline some change but still move on with my life..try to think why god put our eyes infront of our face and not at the back...that should probably because in life there are only one choice and that is moving foward...but of course there are many way for that to happen....

enough with the crap...so i arrive there somewhere around 3-4....i dont even remember...nothing much happen during the early evening because it takes time to mix with them again...so time pass....and afiq came...and me to sleepover and i say ok...cool with that...i hangout at amani's crib till 10 and meet some new friends...i remember she introduce me to nab ika and shoq...if my freaking memory is working well...idk....after that we just hangout around the park...it was cool...we talk...laugh....it wasnt that easy going since there are some kids with us...and i really have to smoke far away from them of course but kids...they'll follow you anywhere...but it was fun...

blablabla...so this is the part when we start to play truth or dare...well...most of us take dare...fuck the truth...haha...i remember the part when aina have to take the 'pakguard's phone number...hoho..the guard even say that aina look like a model...hahaha...oke...cool stuff...amani have to roll half of the basketball court...it must be freaking dizzy...afiq have to kiss que...a romantic scene....lol...i have to sit in a trash bin and wear the cover onto my head...sucks...but fun...nab wearing my shirt...i know it wasnt that smelly..and shahrul have to pose like a gay...cool and fun...

after that we all like so damn hungry and dicided to buy some roti canai and some snacks...well some rm34 was used...and no one care...thanks aina...after that nothing much happen...we all like sit around the court and everyone was like having the time of their life and some unwanted things happen...stuff...but still...a night to remember....

so everything ended around 4a.m. i guess...i sleep at afiq's crib....and went back to my boring house around 9a.m....so that basically is it...

i dont know if i will meet my friend again like that but i do hope someday i will...even it wont be the same like the old times......

know what...im so out of ideas...till i write again....bye~


this was taken from my myspace blog dated -may 11 2008-