uh...
seriously....
i havent write anything for the past 2 months or so..im so in my blur mood...but still...no one cares right...its been 2 weeks since i start working...the place...not bad...the payment...kinda sucks...compare to some of my friends...fuck...um...so i found some intresting character there...a perfect crazy world...a guy with many talents and almost have the same intrest as me...kinda cool...a cute girl that is so fragile...a guy that is so prasan and so damn jealous when i talk to his self-claimed girlfriend...fuck him....so thats the briefing for my work place...
anyway...nothing intresting happens...the same kind of boring thing..i really am struggle to find something new...dude...im so desperate for something new....something crazy just cross my mind...cool huh...a girlfriend...like hell i would want one...but still...its kinda nice to have one...fuck...what am i talking about...i never get serious in any kind of relationship...
maybe something better...its been a while since i've hang out with my friend...i do miss them so much...dude...well...things happens...um...know what...thats it...i'll write something again later...till then bye~
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
maroon 5-it's better that we break
I never knew perfection tilI heard you speak,
and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?
It’s not right,
not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine,
I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…
A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane
The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears
It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine,
I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break
So you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah
It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine,
I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby
Monday, December 10, 2007
gloomy sunday
Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?
Gloomy sunday
Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you
Gloomy sunday
Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?
Gloomy sunday
Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you
Gloomy sunday
Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday
incubus-anna molly
Anna-Molly Lyrics
A cloud hangs over,
It's a city by the sea,
I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be,
Out there and sober as a well for loneliness,
Please do persist girl its time we met and made, a mess
I picture your face in the back of my eyes,
A fire in the attic a proof of prize,Anomaly, anomaly, anomaly...
Doo doo doo doo do doo doo doo doo doo
A cloud hangs over,
And mutes my happiness,
A thousand ships couldnt send me back from distress,
Wish you were here,
I'm a wounded satellite,
I need you now put me back together make me right
I picture your face in the back of my eyes a fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, anomaly, anomaly
I'll crawl to your name,
I'll bend to the earth,
Nobody else will ever compare,
Anomaly, anomaly
Wait there is a light,
There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light,
there is a fire defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while
I picture your face in the back of my eyes a fire in the attic a proof of the prize,
Anomaly, anomaly, anomaly,
I'll crawl to your name,
I'll bend to the earth,
Nobody else could ever compare,
Anomaly, anomaly
Wait there is a light,There is a fire illuminated attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while,
Wait there is a light there is a fire defragmenting the attic,
Fate or something better I could care less,
Just stay with me a while
Doo doo doo doo do doo doo doo doo doo
......
spm is so much history...but i still havent see any of my dreams getting to shape...i guess this is mainly because i dont even start doing something...thats life i guess...u want something going your way...you have to do it yourself...rite now, what im doing at home would be watching tv...listening to music...checking on myspace...searching for music...calling my friends...hanging out somewhere...spending money that isnt mine....technically that is all the things i've done this past holiday season...i want to start looking for jobs...but my mom wont let me...she said that i have to babysit my brother...damn it...he's matured enough to look after himself...its just that my mom care to much about him...i hate it...i just cant wait for her to return from europe....i dont have much to say today...i just want to write something...well...till i write again...bye....~
spm is over..........
spm...smp...mps...pms...lol....in add maths you'll study about a lot of things...one of it should be probability....well....who cares about that anymore....
penyata razak...ordinan pelajaran....that kinda start the learning waves to all of us....sejarah....so damn history....
y+x=10.....1-x=y...easy thing...only in modern math....
kino was a brave man bla, bla, bla......the pearl is so cool that it kill a baby.....seriously....i love the story...
melalui novel yg saya kaji bla, bla, bla....bm novels for me are like so jiwang....but still....i love reading it....i wonder how is it like to be forced naked....or being left by your wife...i wonder....
the sewage treatment plant is devided into bla, bla, bla.........so i do learn about how to decompose shit...so what...if someone dont then this world will be so fucking smelly...
double decomposition method is the method to produce bla, bla, bla.....i still remember when i said to my teacher what gas is release when we fart....its kinda cool...chemist is fun but its just not for me...
the newton's first law of motion states that bla, bla, bla...............when i start learning this subject i was looking around...i want to ask...if i talk...how much energy that i used...then i think i better not...i'll be the laughing stock...who cares..........
zaman kegemilangan kerajaan turki uthmaniyyah bermula ketika bla, bla, bla.....honestly....i sucks when it comes to pendidikan islam....i dont know why...maybe i've something wrong so many times that i cant even remember...haha...i struggle a lot if i want to take a test for this subject....its worth it i guess....
uh...uh...my last subject should be engineering drawing...i cant draw in pc...but i surely can draw when u give me a paper, a pencil, and an eraser....thats all i need when i draw....its great when you draw something...i sucks at first...i didnt know it but when i look back at my old stuffs....i do realise that im improving....my dream is to be an architect...nowadays people say that architect wont have much use anymore....the world has fully develope they say...but who care....that's their point of view...not mine....i have dreams and i really would try so hard to achieve it....
thats it for my 2 years at sekolah menengah teknik kuala lumpur...it wraps up my life wearing a school uniform for 10 years....i love it...now i have to let it go....time takes away everything...i realise even when i say i hate school deep down inside i really am so in love with it....so goodbye my school friends...i just hope we'll meet again...somewhere sometime...goodluck in your life and dont give up...
penyata razak...ordinan pelajaran....that kinda start the learning waves to all of us....sejarah....so damn history....
y+x=10.....1-x=y...easy thing...only in modern math....
kino was a brave man bla, bla, bla......the pearl is so cool that it kill a baby.....seriously....i love the story...
melalui novel yg saya kaji bla, bla, bla....bm novels for me are like so jiwang....but still....i love reading it....i wonder how is it like to be forced naked....or being left by your wife...i wonder....
the sewage treatment plant is devided into bla, bla, bla.........so i do learn about how to decompose shit...so what...if someone dont then this world will be so fucking smelly...
double decomposition method is the method to produce bla, bla, bla.....i still remember when i said to my teacher what gas is release when we fart....its kinda cool...chemist is fun but its just not for me...
the newton's first law of motion states that bla, bla, bla...............when i start learning this subject i was looking around...i want to ask...if i talk...how much energy that i used...then i think i better not...i'll be the laughing stock...who cares..........
zaman kegemilangan kerajaan turki uthmaniyyah bermula ketika bla, bla, bla.....honestly....i sucks when it comes to pendidikan islam....i dont know why...maybe i've something wrong so many times that i cant even remember...haha...i struggle a lot if i want to take a test for this subject....its worth it i guess....
uh...uh...my last subject should be engineering drawing...i cant draw in pc...but i surely can draw when u give me a paper, a pencil, and an eraser....thats all i need when i draw....its great when you draw something...i sucks at first...i didnt know it but when i look back at my old stuffs....i do realise that im improving....my dream is to be an architect...nowadays people say that architect wont have much use anymore....the world has fully develope they say...but who care....that's their point of view...not mine....i have dreams and i really would try so hard to achieve it....
thats it for my 2 years at sekolah menengah teknik kuala lumpur...it wraps up my life wearing a school uniform for 10 years....i love it...now i have to let it go....time takes away everything...i realise even when i say i hate school deep down inside i really am so in love with it....so goodbye my school friends...i just hope we'll meet again...somewhere sometime...goodluck in your life and dont give up...
aku TAURUS...g mati...
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CANCER - The Coolest mutha fucka ull ever meet.(6/22-7/22)Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock You The Fuck Out. Great In Bed.*2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
CAPRICORN - The One that Waits(12/22-1/19)Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Cautious.Bit of naughty. By far best in bed!The one and only.*7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost
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GEMINI - The Gorgeous one(5/21-6/21)Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships,makes sure their friends come first,lovable, forgiving, loves a good challenge,Addictive. Loud.*16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LEO - The Sexy One(7/23-8/22)Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kickyour ass... u might end up crying...*10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
VIRGO- Rare to find.(8/23-9/22)Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..*10 years of bad luck if you dont repost
SCORPIO - The slutty One(10/23-11/21)Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER(11/22-12/21)Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.*24 years of bad luck if you do not repost
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CAPRICORN - The One that Waits(12/22-1/19)Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Cautious.Bit of naughty. By far best in bed!The one and only.*7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost
AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs(1/20-2/18)Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.*7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
PISCES - The Addictive(2/19-3/20)EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!!*4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
ARIES- The Irresistible One(3/21-4/19)Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.*9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
TAURUS- The Aggresive One(4/20-5/20)Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very loyal. Great kisser. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.*12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
GEMINI - The Gorgeous one(5/21-6/21)Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships,makes sure their friends come first,lovable, forgiving, loves a good challenge,Addictive. Loud.*16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LEO - The Sexy One(7/23-8/22)Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kickyour ass... u might end up crying...*10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
VIRGO- Rare to find.(8/23-9/22)Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..*10 years of bad luck if you dont repost
SCORPIO - The slutty One(10/23-11/21)Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER(11/22-12/21)Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.*24 years of bad luck if you do not repost
do you care??
uh...hey...i go on a very cool and joyous convoy ever today...cool stuff...i go to 4 houses and eat till i puke...seriously...i remember there was me,afiq,danial,boyan,aizat,halimah,ezah and finally iman...damn i miss them...so...as we go to the third house i saw a cigg box..i ask the owner if she really smoke and she does...whoa...haha...i didnt know...usually girls will say...i hate smokers and stuff...so...i never admit that i really smoke...but now...im gonna say it...i do smoke...and for real...it's just for fun...im sorry nad...i dont have someone that can really make me stop...i rarely smoke u know...i just do it when i know someone that smoke...haha...well..its really nothing...i just want you know...um...i would stop if you'd be my girlfriend....fuck i said it..but seriously i dont mean that i want you to think about it now...i dont want to have any relationship with someone before i finish my spm anyway...i think so much when i want to post this....im afraid that you might not talk to me ever again...just that...fuck...im thinking that i shouldnt post this...help me....know what...i just can't lie to you anymore...im telling you the truth...so...see you tomorrow....
raye ke??
...happy eid...
hey....its RAYA time...for everyone who thinking they having fun...go on have your fucking fun time....
anyway...im home...after a long 3 days away...im so fucking bored...damn it....well...actually i dont really have anything to do here....so its the same boring thing everyday i guess...i really want to go out you know...maybe its better for me to go back to school...im more calmer there...
spm just 3 fridays away...whoa...the heck...so damn near...i dont think im ready yet...i really hope someone is having the same fate as i am...im worried...but still...i havent done anything yet...maybe i should start...yeah...tonight...start by reading...and doing some math...refresh my mind...after a very fucking damn long relaxing....
know what...i want to have some solitude...to be alone sometimes can be great...i really want to like think back all the wrong things i've done before...but that time have to wait...spm will be the only thing i have to focus now...
hey...that reminds me...i have other thing to do....i may be studying tonight...so i have to do something and shut this thing down...lolz....
bye....
hey....its RAYA time...for everyone who thinking they having fun...go on have your fucking fun time....
anyway...im home...after a long 3 days away...im so fucking bored...damn it....well...actually i dont really have anything to do here....so its the same boring thing everyday i guess...i really want to go out you know...maybe its better for me to go back to school...im more calmer there...
spm just 3 fridays away...whoa...the heck...so damn near...i dont think im ready yet...i really hope someone is having the same fate as i am...im worried...but still...i havent done anything yet...maybe i should start...yeah...tonight...start by reading...and doing some math...refresh my mind...after a very fucking damn long relaxing....
know what...i want to have some solitude...to be alone sometimes can be great...i really want to like think back all the wrong things i've done before...but that time have to wait...spm will be the only thing i have to focus now...
hey...that reminds me...i have other thing to do....i may be studying tonight...so i have to do something and shut this thing down...lolz....
bye....
hahaha
hye..uh...cool...no way...haha....
well...9 more days until her birthday...i hope she dont delete my number yet...i just want to wish her happy birthday and move on...until that i just cant stop blaming myself...eventhough i like someone else now....
thats all...im bored...thats why i write this...till i write again...bye...
well...9 more days until her birthday...i hope she dont delete my number yet...i just want to wish her happy birthday and move on...until that i just cant stop blaming myself...eventhough i like someone else now....
thats all...im bored...thats why i write this...till i write again...bye...
at last...
wee...
de pown mase nk luahkn prasaan...yahuu...well...i dont really have things to say...im just bored you know...uh...right now...im wacthing miss teen usa...uh...i know its girlish...but damn it who cares....most of are so cute...i really like the girl from south carolina...but know what...she's out...haha...well....im bored to death...
so...whats next for me...i dont know...i really dont want to think about girls now...about my school life...its getting sucks...im struggling to get great result for my spm...this time i will try not to sleep for every paper...it sucks...i've learn my lesson well enough...
uh....fuck damn it...haha...dont ask why..just feeling like saying it...uh...so what...my time is limited....haha....im done....till next time...
bye...
de pown mase nk luahkn prasaan...yahuu...well...i dont really have things to say...im just bored you know...uh...right now...im wacthing miss teen usa...uh...i know its girlish...but damn it who cares....most of are so cute...i really like the girl from south carolina...but know what...she's out...haha...well....im bored to death...
so...whats next for me...i dont know...i really dont want to think about girls now...about my school life...its getting sucks...im struggling to get great result for my spm...this time i will try not to sleep for every paper...it sucks...i've learn my lesson well enough...
uh....fuck damn it...haha...dont ask why..just feeling like saying it...uh...so what...my time is limited....haha....im done....till next time...
bye...
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