do you care??

uh...hey...i go on a very cool and joyous convoy ever today...cool stuff...i go to 4 houses and eat till i puke...seriously...i remember there was me,afiq,danial,boyan,aizat,halimah,ezah and finally iman...damn i miss them...so...as we go to the third house i saw a cigg box..i ask the owner if she really smoke and she does...whoa...haha...i didnt know...usually girls will say...i hate smokers and stuff...so...i never admit that i really smoke...but now...im gonna say it...i do smoke...and for real...it's just for fun...im sorry nad...i dont have someone that can really make me stop...i rarely smoke u know...i just do it when i know someone that smoke...haha...well..its really nothing...i just want you know...um...i would stop if you'd be my girlfriend....fuck i said it..but seriously i dont mean that i want you to think about it now...i dont want to have any relationship with someone before i finish my spm anyway...i think so much when i want to post this....im afraid that you might not talk to me ever again...just that...fuck...im thinking that i shouldnt post this...help me....know what...i just can't lie to you anymore...im telling you the truth...so...see you tomorrow....